Here we go again. I said goodbye to my beloved husband today. Again. You would think one gets used to the pain and heartbreak. Well. I don't. I can't. It's always awful, it's always sad, I always have to mourn his presence and try and breathe again. I always have to avoid listening to certain songs, and try hard not to cry when I see the pair of socks he forgot.
And his flight is delayed, so he is still in Paris right now. In the restricted area of the airport, that is. It kills me. Three months. Three months without kissing him, tucking my head in the nook of his neck or holding his hand and squeezing hard because he knows it means 'i love you'.
Three months during which I'll be praying for things to get easier for us.
Just a little easier.
Here's to another depressing post.
Next one will be a happy one, I promise.
At the end of the day - no matter how heartbreaking it was - I feel so blessed that this amazing man loves me and chose me to be his wife forever.
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11 comments:
Sorry to hear that. Hang in there!!!!
This post breaks my heart....because I was in a long distance relationship for two years, and I still remember exactly how painful those goodbyes were..and how the separation stretched on FOREVER and ever.
But though I know it doesn't help much to say this now, you WILL be together one day, and you will look back on these times and smile, because you made it through and because your love will just grow day by day.
Courage ma belle!
i'm so sorry you have to keep going through this :(
i can't wait until you won't have to deal with this anymore!
hugs xo
I was in a long distance relationship, too.. For two years.. So, I know how you feel.. It's the hardest thing, but it makes love stronger, don't you agree?
Désolée ma belle :( on va manquer nos mecs ensemble :( :(
I also had a long distance relationship for almost 3,5 years.. I feel your pain .. You´ll get through this!!
hi there! i know exactly what you are talking about! B have been living in S Korea for the past year, just occationally visiting, and then went home to the US for a couple of months this summer and i just couldn't wait! But now we are back together and we don't want to go to any airport without each other anymore. I hope you get together soon again and that would be really exciting! At least i used to always think how great it is now with skype etc - what would it be if we lived 50 years ago? oh no.. :-)
So sorry to hear that you guys cannot be in the same place right now. :( Sending lots of hugs from the states. So glad to stopped by my blog! New follower over here for sure! :)
I am so sorry for what you are going through. I know EXACTLY how you feel!!! You can do it!!
hang in there, lady! i know how that goes - when i came to south america earlier this year i had to come alone for a few weeks... he is here now but i know what it is like to love your hubby SO MUCH :) love your blog, i'm a new follower :)
xo
kylie
www.spencerandkylie.blogspot.com
I really understand you. My boyfriend is Spanish and I'm American so goodbyes/airports/distances suck!
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