I hate this.
I hate tomorrow.
I hate goodbyes.
I hate being negative on this blog.
But then again I need it to be my venting outlet.
I need to whine, bitch, complain.
I am flying back to France tomorrow. I'll be arriving in Paris on Friday in the morning, then on Friday night I fly to my parents' Summer house in Brittany.
I don't want to.
Don't get me wrong. Seeing my parents is always amazing and I miss them.
But the idea of saying goodbye to my husband once again makes me sick.
Every time we say goodbye in an airport, it's like someone rips my heart out of my chest.
Every time I've watched him go through the customs doors and disappear.
Every time I had to go through security and leave him behind, tears rolling down my cheeks, handing out my passport, unable to speak.
We are waiting to be able to settle down in one place.
For good.
No more goodbyes.
But it's not up to us.
So we're praying.
If you could say a little prayer, too.
It would be amazing.
9 comments:
hugs! i will definitely be praying for you
aw I'm sorry you have to say goodbye again :(
Darling, I will pray for you and your love... it's all going to work out, you'll see :)
I'm so sorry you have to leave your Love. I'm in a long distance relationship right now too and saying goodbye is the absolute worst. Sending hugs your way :)
It must be so hard to leave him. Goodbyes at the airport are the worst. Hopefully soon you'll be permanently in one place together and all this traveling back and forth will just be a romantic chapter of your love story! xo
I'll pray for you! Believe me, I know what you are going through and its not easy. Its a long road, but the price is worth it in the end, isn't it? :)
I´ll have you in my prayers! How long will you two be apart?
Keep your chin up dear girl xo
poor girl! said a prayer for you both! i love my husband too!
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